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Remembering
by
David SmithWhite
In
my
own
remembering,
I
can
see
so
many
things.
Days
of
bliss
were
much
too
brief.
Longer
nights
of
pain
and
grief.
In
my
own
remembering,
all
my
sins
forgive.
Memory,
can
never
be,
mere
fact
or
history.
Memory,
is
more
complex;
of
mute
agenda
and
subtext.
Memory,
will
flow
and
ebb,
according
to
one's
mental
web.
Memory,
a
visceral
mix,
of
deja
vu
and
subtle
tricks.
In
my
own
remembering,
thwarted
dreams
will
all
take
wing.
Flights
of
fancy,
foolish
lies,
float
in
ether's
cloudless
skies.
In
my
own
imagining,
I
begin
to
live.
Memory,
the
neurone
taps,
the
fiery
spark
at
the
arch
synapse.
Memory,
the
self
entraps,
the
slant
or
view
in
happy
snaps.
Memory,
applauds
and
claps,
our
weary
march
to
last
collapse.
Memory,
marks
time
elapsed,
a
heartbeat
drawn
on
virtual
maps.
In
my
own
remembering,
just
a
cog
or
underling,
was
never
made
for
real
fame.
Cared
not
a
fig
to
play
the
game.
In
my
own
dissembling,
all
my
sins
forgive.
Memory,
is
mercury,
a
silver
flash
of
the
quick
adept.
Memory,
is
emory,
it
smoothes
a
path,
and
slicks
the
step.
Memory,
can
gather
wool,
unless
it's
used,
trained
or
schooled.
Memory,
the
survivor's
tool.
Memory,
is
lost
to
fools.
In
my
own
remembering,
unhappy
themes
remove
thy
sting.
Regret
may
prove
the
heart
impure.
The
loss
of
love
must
be
endured.
In
my
own
remembering,
all
my
sins
forgive.
Memory,
will
often
be,
a
twisted
tale
of
mystery.
Memory,
can
be
repressed,
or
triggered
by
an
idle
jest.
Memory,
so
sure
to
vex,
unstring
the
mind,
the
bow
and
flex.
Memory,
and
core
defects,
become
combined
in
blind
reflex.
Memory,
is
never
proof,
to
hold
aloft
or
keep
aloof.
Memory,
is
claw
and
tooth,
an
ancient
art
and
modern
truth.
In
my
own
remembering,
the
myth
of
self's
- a
holy
being.
Righteous
faith
is
never
wrong.
No
doubt
infects
my
public
song.
In
my
own
remembering,
I
begin
to
live.
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